OMG. Did i just have flashbacks of myself on nights when I wished I could cry but forgot how to in this poem?? I wish I could get a breakdown of each line and what it means to you. Next time I come home. But I feel you or more correctly - this poem made me feel me. "is this what i prayed for, all those nights?" Loving the Ice Machine on the 31st floor imagery - explain it?Also..Temper trap's : Soldier On is the theme song for my LIFE now.
the last time i was in new york (u remember -jay z concert) it was late late late at night -so much so it was morning - i had wandered out of my hotel room and was trying to find a quiet place to think, really think. i ended up by an ice machine..in a lil enclosure. watching my tears disappear into a bucket of ice. and i wrote this on one of my "apps" in my pda lol